lately I've been through lots of problem. Frankly, I hate this situation and feeling! mama said don't ever cry over the small thing and the most important thing is crying actually symbolize loserness. Since then, I would always force myself not to cry. "Be tough girl, big girl don't cry ok"! so, if you cry easily means that you are a loser? but, who cares! for me, is one of the remedies that could makes me feel more calm. yet, its very effective ok!
gosh I didn't know what to do, I just fell hopeless, with all those problem i'm facing right now I didn't think any other way to overcome it . I just can't stop this thing from flowing!!!! what happened with my 20l1 wishlist? I wished that I could be a tough girl that could confront all the obstacles and challenges in my life..
my friends said that i'm a cheerful person that would always smile even though I'm in misery. I admit I good at this kind of thing but, until when should I pretending that I'm ok?? I'm a woman and its normal if I'm SENSITIVE. so why can't I cry?
mama sorry for letting you down even though I'm grown up already but then I still can't overcome challenges and obstacles in front of me..
so, can I cry now?